Who am I???
Nobody Special!!!
That Beloved Brothers and Sisters is the Gospel Truth of the Matter.
So really who am I?.....Like it says Nobody Special, I'm just an average Joe like you good people, and that suits me just fine!. I truly have NO desire for any fame, fortune, or notoriety in any way, shape or form. Call me chicken!!....I'm OK with that. Although the grief that will more than likely assail me from putting up this website cannot be avoided, I'm just going to have too suck it up!.
For you see Beloved Brothers and Sisters, I cannot remain Silent any longer!
Yes the Lord Jesus has led me to this daunting endeavor, but long before I became "Born Again" I was noticing way to many things and "directions" that the World was taking around us all, and not just the World itself either, but also within our Beautiful America as well.
The New World Order is coming!.. are you ready!!??
The daunting endeavor mentioned is this website, Good Gentiles I am NOT a computer Wiz by any stretch of the Imagination! I am having to teach myself how too build a website from scratch, and as I learn (or stumble onto) something that works, then I have to insert all the data, then check to see "If" I did it right!. All in my "spare" time, I work full time, and have a family life as well. So I am praying it all comes out right, and won't have to make too many adjustments on the fly!. Most Important tho is the Information 1st and foremost, 2nd is the "look" of the site itself, I guess this is what causes me the most distress. So we shall see.
Are you prepared to lose your Country and Constitutional rights to Foreign Powers?
When I went back to school in 2004 to become a Medical Assistant, I was very surprised too find that I actually had a love of doing "Research", I was having a blast pouring through Medical Books and such!. So much so, that I actually Graduated Deans List!! ( go figure!) now anyone who knew me prior to this, namely High School would (by now) be rolling on the floor Laughing so hard as too be brought to tears!, and if I didn't know any better I would be joining them!.
People are always asking me, Dude!, why do you knock yourself so much?
SIMPLE!!!
I enjoy life so much more now (and have been for a quite a while) being a quiet, simple, humble man. More so than when I was a "Loud and Proud" Arrogant, Brutish Worldly Man. I don't take myself seriously any more!. You see what I am about to share with you good people is NOT meant to drum up any Sympathy at all.
Don't want, nor Need it!
Jesus took care of all that for me!!!
Here now is some background on your humble web master, and its not pretty!.
I grew up a very abused child. All the way into my "Teen" years, I was always getting the snot beat out of me, most times for no reason at all (My own siblings never saw "all" the crap that befell me), I was always being told "I" was never going to amount to anything, Period!. So needless to say I grew up with Garbage for self esteem, I had nobody too champion my cause, I was alone with my "personal" torment and torture.
So when I got older, "I" was going to show them!!....."I" had to Party, Fight, and Fornicate better than the next guy!, and Woe to the next guy if he got in my way. I joined the US Air force as a Firefighter in 1975 right after High School to escape Home, "I" was going to show my family that "I" was going to do it far better than my Father ever dreamed of!. I married my then High School Sweetheart, it was off to the races!...."I" was going to be Somebody!!
"I" was Wrong!!!
In all fairness to my Family, I must declare I never once felt that they turned their backs on me or abandoned or left me to my situation. My father was just that kind of dominant, angry, violent kind of presence that kept everyone in fear. As I mentioned, "my" Marriage, and Life was going to be far better and DIFFERENT than his was. That's right!....the exact opposite!
"I" was Wrong!,......... Boy was I ever!!!
I had become in my Marriage, exactly what my father was in his. Somehow that marriage lasted 12 years!, then BOOM, OVER!!. "I" never saw it coming!. That is just how "Immersed" I was in myself, and yes my Children suffered for it, and in some ways still do today,
(although my Oldest Son and I have an Awesome relationship together now!)
I willingly and joyfully declare that HE is, at this point in his "young" life a far better man than I could EVER have hoped too be at that age!, or even now!. Although much has been repaired with the other kids, some things still need more time and more Love and prayer!.
As I mentioned I left home to join the Military to get away from home, I had become a Firefighter, and was a Firefighter when the stuff hit the fan!. Some years later because of whom I had become, it would eventually Interfere with that as well. Part of my problem was I went through a very selfish "single" stage in life (12 years worth!) sure there were times when being on a call, "bits" of Humanity would start to seep out, Bloody hard thing to stop, seeing what the real world can do to people in extremely dire emergency situations.
But, "I" was a Firefighter!!......we weren't supposed too let these "things" get to us!, so I defaulted to what I knew best!....I buried them!, and deep too, because "I" was ashamed to admit that I cared. So during my Single days, what did I do??, I dove head first into the Visceral side of this World. Yep!!.....you got it!
I found more ways to screw up more things!!!
Some of which I am still paying for today, I am not complaining, just accepting blame.
"I" did it all to myself!!.....NOT GOD, he was always knocking, "I" just was not Listening!
So 5 years after leaving the Fire Service, and during one of many "mundane" jobs,
(lets face it after being a Firefighter of almost 20 years, everything else is a serious bore!)
was when I met my current wonderful Wife!, whom you beloved Brothers and Sisters will often find in this site referred to as "Mlady"!, for she truly is, and for good reason too!. "I" am on too something Good!!!
What a Gift from the Heavenly Father!!, God is Truly so good!
Even too schmucks like me!!!
She is such a Blessing!, so when it "Hit" me one day that Egad this is the one!, was when we got together, and sat down for a heart to heart Talk. It was at this time that I poured out everything about me to her, and I do mean EVERYTHING my Brothers and Sisters, nothing was spared!. Yes there was a bit of me that truly expected and was kinda hoping to get "shot down" and sent packing!, the way she made feel inside, scared me!, and I Loved it! (That's what scared me!!!)...... But I Still Love her madly though!!!!!.
I am a Lucky man!!!
Thank you Lord Jesus!!!
So after being up front and oh so brutally honest about everything, "She" then tells me how much "she" needs, wants, and Loves me!!. and then starts to tell me that "she" is no Saint either!
(now that is Ironic!)
"I" was FLOORED!, so about a year later we get married, I didn't want to live in "sin" anymore, and wouldn't you know it, I almost blew this one too!. But the Lord Jesus was involved with this marriage. Sure there were "Rocky" times, but we worked our way through it, then we both found the Lord!!. Its game on now my Beloved Brothers and Sisters!!, I have NEVER known such peace and Joy!.
My Father passed away my second day at School, you see Mlady and I had gone to Lake Tahoe for our 6th Wedding Anniversary in 2004. My father had been bravely battling cancer for the previous year, and was actually winning his fight!
(no surprise there!)
but had suddenly started to relapse, and no one wanted to tell me!. My father and I had made up and settled old scores and wounds some years and tears earlier, Thank GOD!. Mlady and I were to be gone a week, then its back too life!. So we get back, she goes back to work, I go straight to School that Monday...... Then Bang!!........... Tuesday He's GONE!
I was crushed!!!
I couldn't understand how such a Fighter could lose this battle!, he had it BEAT for crying out loud!!!. But what really drove a stake through my heart was the fact that I was going to Bring the Word of Jesus too him the very upcoming weekend!, I missed my chance, "I" blew it!, he died on a Tuesday while I was at School. the upcoming Saturday was going to be the day!. Mlady convinced me this needed to be done when we were at Tahoe the week before. So ironically in the end, it really was ME who would let him down!. Just not for the reasons that he said years earlier that I would!
This my Brothers and Sisters is the Great Sin upon my head before the Lord!
Only occasionally does this thought bother me, the strength that the Lord Jesus gives me, and knowing the Truth of GODs word, keeps me from going insane with this guilt! and prevents it from eating me alive inside!.
That is just how strong the word of the Lord actually is!.
So I implore you all, if there is ANYTHING that you may need to fix, or rectify with anyone whom you know in your heart that means something too you, Please do so as soon as possible!!!. we really don't have as much "time" as we think we do!. This doesn't even take into consideration the Death, Slavery, and Oppression that is actually barreling down upon us from the Luciferian controlled Globalist agenda that has us all targeted!
Please tell all the people that you know how much you Love them, and do appreciate them.
And Please find your way to the Lord Jesus!!, while there is still time, let him be your Buckler of Light against the utter darkness that assails us from all directions!!.
He will not fail you!!
I promise!!!
Your thoughts and comments are always most welcome, I may be contacted at the link below. All Emails will be answered upon the "upcoming" Friday Evening. For example if I receive your Email on a Tuesday, then 3 days later on that Friday I will be sending all replies out to those whom have written during that weeks time.